recently met my ex senior gary after his duty... aniwae... he is now a police officer cadet... yeah... 7 years in ncc then now in police... well.. who ask him suay suay kena posted to police officer cadet course... well, we chatted bout how life is like in JC... told me that i should strive for a good jc... esp one with gd teachers and gd classmates... ahhh... SA SA SA SA... study study study study...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

ahhhh!!

finish reading today... damn sad ok... its like... oh man... i actually felt like crying ok??? max allan collins is a wonderful writer... my next target: band of brothers... wait till i get the time to go toa payoh to borrow it... now reading minority report... saw the show sometime back, hope the book wouldnt dissapoint me...

ever read a war story till u smelt the gunpowder? or read a medical fiction tale that u felt someone operating on you... the power of concentration is not to be underestimated... with determination and concentration, everything can be done... that includes scoring A1s... da jia jia you... the end of the rainbow is not far away...

Mrs seah so different these few days... such gd mood its scary... buy lollipop for us summore... ahaha... to annette: ~confirm le lah... lols...~

same old brand new day... today, tmr and many days to come... study study study... im gonna top the class for chem test tmr... lols... daowei; the bet is still on... i want mc spicy double meal upsize.....

hmm... this year like lotsa sad stuff happening... so many sad events, so many breakups, so many tragedies... the fragility of life, soul, love and friendship... ppl always rmb to think b4 u act, dun act b4 u think....

too all the sad souls out there: u are not gonna change a thing by being sad, but u can change ur life if u cheer up... life's short, dun shorten it animore...



Tough Times Dont Last Tough Man Does

after sch went HQ NCC to draw my no.1 ceremonial dres... YAY!! came home zi lian like siao ok???? the pics are below...

so aniwae after take no.1 le came back sch and bitched around wth steph, jac, ade, pris, cin, xt, kris (or sth), lalu and joycelyn(spelling error i think, im bad with names)... ahah... realli talk alot... den ki siao-ed in mac sing all the stupid cartoon song... haha... childhood cartoons ok? dun laugh... whole day realli damn fun...

kk... see the pics le dun laugh... but realli went crazy in my no.1... ahhh... nv wear badges, nv wear rank, only got my lanjiao lanyard... but aniwae... lols... not nice dun complain ok? i noe some realli look like shit, but gonna post aniwae...


acting commando with my beret...


eyes like wanna slp like that... lols...


"parade is formed up, ready for inspection, sir!'


stomach in chest out!!!


peak cap damn chio....


wait till i wear my badges, den my no.1 will be blardy heavy... lols...

which one nicer? peak cap or beret??? lols... got alot more i paiseh to post... but these are some of the best le... lols... i lurve my no.1....

yay!! finish my DNT le.. haha... only can work in the night lah, if not no inspiration... lols... next time night time wake up than do...

surprisingly not tired... must be cos of my 3 hour afternoon nap just now (or rather ysd)

nvtl, gonna slp le... if i can - that it..... nitex all... happi monday....

morning event was shiat... damn boring k... end up all go eat at hawker... den met Tan chee siong there ok??? all chua sai... but he din reprimand us leh... hmm... *ponders* after that go back AMKCC, then watch a bit of BB and tug of war (we thrashed YCKSS like shiat) den went to play BB at the blk 134 bb court... dun play play ok? i top scorer... score like dozens loh... haha... my lucky day...

went home at bout 11... at my door step saw 2 extra pair of shoe... was surprised..., cos my house like how many years no visitior le... cos we normally dun have visitors de... like once in 5 blue moons... went in then my mama say is her sec sch class mate... like WTH... lols... her best friend summore... lols... after a while they left le... and so the day goes on... nth much le lah...

gonna do my DNT later... prove siva that i am efficient... lols... potential designer in action...

once again, happy 47th birthday to my mum (oops, did i just blurt out her age??)

i think my dad sux....

happi birthday to my mum!!!

diediediediediedie

just recieve info bout spec. course(for sec threes).... die le lah... competition is BALRDY tough... they are going with all the best schs in central district... all the creme de la creme... die le lah... confrim cannot win award le... haizz.... still thot can have another OOC this year... haiz.....

diediediediediedie

how long how long will i slide, seperate my side.....


nothing much happened today, just that i played taboo whole day in sch after sch... damn fun...

came home, eat, nv study at all... hmm... study tmr bah... ahhh... damn blardy tired le... nites all... candy dreams...


tough times don't last, tough man does.....

sup world...

yeas, cut my hair ysd... changed my hairstyle too... actually wanted to go far east cut, den too late le... came back that time, the better of the few salons close le... only left with the barber whom i patronize since i was a baby till few months ago.... budden todae got photo taking mah, so die die have to cut, if not look like shiat... so aniwae, went in to cut it, den the auntie style for me till damn nice... den i go home shower... den realise... die, i dunno how to style it... ahaha... so this morning anihow do... aniwae, thx to all who gave me comments... some say its better, some say its not as nice... but who gives? i do what i like, and im happi with my hair, dats all that matters eh?? (p.s, dun look down on housing estate barbers; they are cheaper and just as good)

mock exam over le... hope can pass... lols... and theres gonna be this stupid community event that have to attend on sunday... crapo... time flies, there goes another week... study hard!!! 39 days to o level chinese...

hmm... now listening to stairway to heaven... hmm... a little bit spooky... especially with me alone here... pitch dark everywhere else... but i like the spook... lols... im crazy...

reminds me of that nite at chalet... stairway to heaven backwards... guys, u might not believe, but its real... listen to it backwards and see what u get... and u will never believe it till u hear for urself...

tmr is mock exam... ahh... must aim for a pass... lols... i can do it... (im just comforting myself)....

hmm... think metal gear solid 3 rawks... can wait to get my paws on it... but b4 it... i need $$$ lols... ahh... wait for the PC version to come out...

hmm... was at my cousins blog... realli bth those ppl who insult at tagboards and dun dare admit who they are... ultimate hum... feel free to go see... (u must click on the 'isolate' thingy... different alphabets lead u to different places...)

my cousin's blog

and the thing he/she say was like ultimate childish... think the person should be sec one bah... hmm... and i found out that these type of ppl are everywhere... so i thought of a real good name for them... lets just call them tagboard losers... haha... abbv: TBL.... haha... kk... TBL sounds good... and i realised that i never had any TBLs on my taggy since... (not that i remember...)

to my cousin angela if ur reading this: live ur own life... dont have to be affected by these TBLs... lols...


argh... today in chem lab... den sorta dealed with alot of chemicals... den after lab period my hands were itching like crap... damn... and i bet its the ammonia... cos dat like the only thing dat landed on my skin... hmm... next time must wear gloves do experiment...


Earn what you Deserve, Deserve what you Earn.....

16th july: release of harry potter and the half-blood prince!!! omg... 6th book le... and the series rawks... so whens the next movie coming??? prisoner of azkaban sucked... hope the 4th movie would be nice....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

Otherside

How long how long will i slide
Separate my side, i dont
I dont believe its bad
Slit my throat
Its all i ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It's not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it's born again

How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

How long I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

by RHCP

had training today... so crap... promotion parade... made some decisions... dont know whether i am wrong or right... every decision has a dark side to it... but sometimes u are just being forced to make those decisions...

making decision suck... especially when u know that the consequences of ur decisions are far more than superficial... im realli sick of these shit... i just wana R.O.D asap... but isnt it wrong?; to throw all the problems i am facing to the next batch and let the problem accumalate like a snowball? i do not know anymore... i am not as clear headed as i used to be...

every decision has consequences... the more major a decision, the greater the repercussion, be it positive or negative... people just dont realise the responsibilities of their decisions, and when they do, the consequences become too great to handle...

Chinese prelims is 6 days away and i realised it today... how did i land myself in this mess... im wrecking my own academic life... chinese and DNT and a-maths... can i still dig my way out of this mess... i realli want so much to get into SAJC... but the more stories i hear, the more daunting the path seems and the more unachievable my target is getting... i want to do well, but im not putting myself on the right path to achieve wat i want to achieve... the more go, the further i am from the right track... its just like a split path, leading into different direstions...

Time to push out all the other unecessary stuff... study study study...(if im diciplined enough)

some wise man once said: 'it is never to late to make a right decision'
i beg to differ...

today was talent time!!! ahaha... second round change to finals... so today was the finals... and my groups go 2nd...!!! haha... sang by mcfly... nice song spoiled by me... haha... but 2nd aniwae... lols... 15 dollar popular voucher... and have to share among 5 peeps... haha... lmfao.... means i get 3 bucks... haha... what should i buy... eraser??? haha...

hmm... tmr napfa test... took SBJ and situps last week le... means tmr have to do puul up... argh... die le lah... fail le lahx... hmm... must tell myslef that i can do it!!! lols... wish me luck....

Todae another same old day... exams coming nearer... how... never have i been so stressed by exams.. haizz... o level chi how...??? todae handed in my chi test by writing only the name and nothing else... spend the whole time sleeping... not that i slept accidentally, but that i din study the stupid tian xie han zi... so what for attempt at sth which will produce no results? hmm.. i need mpore motivation to study... must block out all the other stuff now...

shouldnt have joind talent time, shouldnt have been the emcee... i need more time!!!! i need 48 hours a day!!! argh... school sux..


i wanna r.o.d

sorry... haven been updating... so sat was amksian family day... basically just had alot of fun... only regret is not going kayaking with air peeps... hmm...

this reconstruction and re roofing works going on... so the contractors just removed the roof and as i live on the top floor (which is like 4th floor), the house gets burning hot on hot days... unbearable heat i tell u... nono... dun misunderstand... they din remove the WHOLE roof, they removed the top protective layer that is supposed to be like water and heat proof... so my ceiling is still there... hmm... and i bet my house will leak on thunderstorm days... already got like cracks on part of my ceiling le... die le lahx.. dunno when then they gonna put back that layer...

argh... need to cool down... literally... shall go hide in air con rm... ciao...

ahaha... new skin... cool??? the movie's gonna rawk... haha... my blogskin rawks too... haha...

and my wishlist... ahaha....can only think about this so far... haha...im the only guy i know who has a wishlist on his blog... bah... im half gurl aniwae.... u peeps dun just read ok? take action... haha...

sch is boring... eng mock test, emaths test... hmm... tmr gonna have training... one of my last le... hmm....

simply lurve my blog.. ahah... can i give it a kiss??? lols... once again, i AM single...

alrite alrite... rumours getting out of hand le... i must clarify that: I AM SINGLE!!!

crapo... i am not goinjg steady with vivien, not sheryl, not angelia, not priscilla, not sharon, not joyce... ahaha... crapo... i am single!!! s-i-n-g-l-e SINGLE!!!!

kk... shall blog later tonite...

ahha... shall blog bout CUGC...

day one:
recieve my section 8 nominal roll... abit dissappointed cos wasnt my expected dream team... haha... but aniwae started with the usual icebreaking and crap... section 7 (yongkai's section) and section 8 form buddy team... lols... afterdat jiu dinner and first aid lesson... cadets all not paying attention... haha... ncos nth to do so go nightwalk with yk... one round nia... comeback video call with michelle lee... although she is like few metres away nia... haha... damn fun... phone pass around so many ppl dat i can hardly keep track of my phone... den abit of free time...section 7 and 8 decided on the group name of 'spongebob squarepants'... lols... lmao... 7 was spongebob and 8 was squarepants... haha... not much after that... bunk inspection and the usual shit... tekan ppl until one had to book out cos sick... haha... he was bunk i/c summore... sad sia... lights off...

day two:
i wouldnt call it day cos events started damn early... aniwae, din slp a wink cos too much fun... haha... 4 o clock jiu started preparing for the fire drill... haha... cadets supposed to locate their section leader who has been 'trapped' in the fire... haha... and that means solo night for me... haha... damn shiok cos i purposely choose the most challenging de... outside bio lab... alone sia... at first abit scared but after that found it realli damn fun... haha... heard some noises jiu zhi dao cadets kena woken up le... immeadiately go lie down act dead with my ranger hat over my face... haha... slipped in and out of slp while waiting... haha... in the end took like 8 or 9 boys to rescue me down to parade square... throughout i just hadto lie down... shiokie.. the whole fire drill damn fun with all the MIA ppl... haha... and my section ppl oso damn cock... dun wan say lerx... realli damn paiseh... after that PT for the cadet... i do sit up until fall alp on the parade square... haha... thiam wei had to wake me up... breakfast and crap... after that had telematch and water war... tug of war damn fun... spongebob squarepants were the overall champ... after that hada disgusting water war but fun aniwae... poor guan hao cleaned the aftermath(he wanted to)... den had this dinner hunt which was supposed to be held at amk west garden... in the end become in sch... but cadets legs all tied up.... lol... finish le jiu campfire prep den dinner. after dinnr was campfire(or cugc night)... held in the hall with a can-fire... lols... kena sao do pole dance... damn xiasuay... anihow move abit den suan le... yee yew damn poor thing kena sabo by me do pole dance oso... damn sexy k??? can fire over le... dats where the real fun starts... called out ZULU coy...(signifying the best of the best)... all the outstanding ppl... damn sad couldnt go for the interview... haiz... if not i could have saved cindy's monstrous reputation cos i would have been worst... haha...

day three:
same old stuff out processing and tekan ZULU coy... haha... im turning sadistic... aniwae section 8 platoon best was wei ling, section 7's was shu wei... and the OOC(overall outstanding cadet) from section 8 too... joanne ho... haha... outstanding man... potential leader... lols... i seem to always have fate with OOCs in my platoon... lets see:

cugc 2003: OOC was geraldine, my section de...
cugc 2004: OOC was joyce... not exactly my section but related lahx
spec course 2004: OOC was me... no explanation needed
SSC 2004: OOC was this ahmad ibrahim guy... my platoon oso...
cugc 2005: OOC joanne from my section... so proud of her...

haha... next, CLT course distinguished honour graduand(thier version of OOC) to be from my syndicate?? or maybe me... or i might not even go... haha....

so aniway camp over le go home be pig... todae go sch same old crap... talk alot bout camp.. ahaha... got new sadistic plans for june... rmb: uniformed grps are ONE BIG FAMILY!!!!

ok... i screwed up talent time... but we got into the second round aniwae...

going for camp again tmr... CUGC... sunday wanna go affirmation... lols... so wun be bloggin till like mon??? pls dun let my tagboard rot... thanks...

i know i know... u have to go... so hurry back home... cos i love you so...

not much time... a quick one b4 i go study for geog test tmr

tmr's talent time... im emcee-ing and also performing!!! ahaha... the performance is a last minute thingy... shant disclose much... but im most probably gonna screw the whole thing up...

was training in the gym todae.. running for like 30 mins nia? after that jiu lost my voice le... and i dun see how running will cause me to lose voice... and yes, that contradicts the fact that im singing tmr... lmfao...

im gonna screw up talent time 2005

after sch did CIP @ AWWA home, help them mop floor and clean toilet... sounds like saikang... but quite fun actually... esp when u are working wif kimbo and limbo... and when the old men wun comment how well u sing... ahah... yes, i sang while cleaning... or rather, we sang... although i wasnt actuallly singing properly... after that go bck sch play this stupid nipple slapping game... ahahax... its damn fun... ball in a bucket (was that the new name of the game??? lol)... but its damn fun nvtl...

confirm will fail a maths... if im lucky, i would get 8 (upon 25)... but doesnt make a diff... fail aniwae... prelim chinese oral tmr, geog test on wed, talent time on wed, camp fri-sun, affirmation ceremony on sun... buzy week... haiz... need to concentrate more on studies le!!!

just finished studying differentiation... but im still gonna fail the test tmr... damn... whatever... nite all...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity
(a-maths still sux...)

im gonna create a wishlist for myself on my next skin... omg... so many things dat i want... hahaha... i know its typical... but isnt it more hypocritical if i put it up just one week b4 my bdae??? like that then ppl got more time to prepare rite??? (oops i din mean that... i din mean to imply that the wish list is for u to buy me gifts...)

a-maths still sucks...
quiksilver is the opposite...

woke up - sch - collect donation bags - spongebob @ J8 - dhoby ghaut to do my part for society - sch - j8 - ate till bloated - amaths - frustration - here.


so a-maths suck... damn the person who invented fucking differentiation; and algebra and tangents and logarithms and quadratic equations and bionomial theorem... tmd... historians are lucky... i would score a fucking level 5 for every history SBQ/SEQ if i got a chance to choose again right from the start... haiz... differentiation test on mon... argh.... maths suck suck suck suck... F maths for JC??? over my dead blardy body...(so if its dead but not bloody it doesnt count)... whatever... over and out...

went out with my sun nu (grand daughter) todae.. go orchard gai gai... atched miss congeniality 2... ahaha... nice show... afte that go shop @ heeren, cine, lido... blahx... still unale to get new slippers and boardshorts... damn... no money oso.... and saw this damn nice quiky slingbag at pacific plaza... argh... i want all the money in the world... den can buy all the stuff i want irregardless of price... haha.... my drive to make it rich... lols...


people care about people who care about themselves...

sch... AP(achievers program)... and blah.... hmm... screen broke down... tmd... now using the older screen... seems smaller... but yet again... same inch size lehx... and the framerate is SHIAT!!! growl... my eyes will spoil man... haizzz.... miss my LCD...

one last impt announcement before i go:

JUNE GUAN DID NOT FUCK JEANETTE!!!!

ahaha... kk... pls believe me... juneguan is still a virgin... unless u count in the time i screwed him... blahx... im gay...

back from FEAST!!!

but aniway... camp was shiat... sleeping in a furnace... crap... aniwae, thot i was fucked up during the camp man.... but its all over now

AND HERE COMES CUGC...!!!

ahaha... last camp as a NCO... hmm.. briefing tmr... camp's next weekend...

went to clock in hours for me achievers program todae... and ended up talking more than doing anithing else....

hmm... miss my CS:S... off to play for a short while b4 doing my hmwk(sounds angelic?)... ciao...

hmm... going camp feast tmr... be back on tues... cya guys... dun miss me...

oh when central.....

went to eat steamboat wif john, hp, wy, ng jiao an cliff at marina south ysd... haha.. we just wanted to go get food den hp realised he left his wallet in clifford's father's car... end up have to lend him first... aniwae, ate and ate and ate... damn full le den got leftovers, den cliff strted doing sadistic stuff to the prawn... *cliff - wait till u reincarnate into a prawn*... after that go arcade, sucked at initial D, play a few other games, den went home... reach home bout 12 already... dats bout all.... jus found out that angelia and her frens were dere too... ahaha... its a small world....

was at the bank this afternoon to bank in my 1-dollar coke bottle... its actually a piggybank; jus that its a coke, not a pig... bahx... aniwae... the 1-dollar coins in there amounted to S$810... cool ehx??? half went to me.... :D... but rather to MOE for O level fees :(

after that went to meet pupeng, wan kee and si shuo at j8... pupeng bdae 'celebration'... so aniwae went to LJS den si shuo showed me the salted cake he baked for pupeng.. apparently he mistook the salt for sugar, and added in lots... one bite was enough to yuckify me... *pukes*... it tasted realli salty... after that pupengs mother came and we went for dinner... was at first reluctant cos realli din expect to have dinner wif her mum... but neways, went along and soon later found myself at chijmes having dinner at a high class canto restaurant... felt embarrased cos i hardly knew pupeng (and her mum is treating us to an expensive dinner) and i was dressed in shorts at a high end restaurant... hmm.. neways, ate my fill den her mum fetched us home in an E200(dats a benz)....

dats bout all bahx... still feel bad about the dinner... but aniwae, happi bdae pupeng!!!

adapted from jacinda's cousin's boyfriend's blog, thought it was hilarious...:


I was in the toys section at Taka earlier this evening, apparently they're featuring this toy called the IdunnosomethingDefendersomethingorother, it's a circular-shaped disc thing which you pull a ripcord out of it and it flies up to 300 feet. Think about that, three hundred feet. What fool is going to buy this toy, go home, unwrap it, go "whee!", pull the cord and subsequently walk 300 bloody feet just to retrieve the bloody thing? There isn't even 300 feet of open space in Singapore, the disc won't fly 20 feet before it hits a Bangladeshi worker in the face, whereupon you'd best get ready to run like the blazes. What idiot approved something like this? There's less common sense in this world nowadays.


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Times like this you appreciate how other things were designed, like the boomerang for instance. That's the ultimate lazy man's toy, no matter how you throw it that shit always flies right back.


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the 300 ft is for like when we played with sparklers on new years and tossed them into open windows to see if anyone would scream in response. this toy can also be handy for directing at annoying neighbours in the neighbouring vicinity of highrise flats when they play the same F***en goddamn tune on "Exercises for Fingers" on their piano book and it F***en echoes around the whole stupid echoey neighbourhood, of which are 30% filled with stupid piano students who use the same F***en piano practice book.

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there's been this bangalah craze going on... everyone's talking bout bangalah... haha... katat even have this bangalah counter thingy.. damn lame... but its appalling to know how many of them are actually around...

are we heading towards racialism?? i dunno... but here's what i read from hanif's keychain:

i dont understand how someone can be a indian and not be proud of it...


i know, i know, yellows are better... (oops) shall stop here for today... peace to all blacks, brown, yellows and whites... nite...

people tell me they hang at my blog... realli??? hmm... mux be the skin... cant open friendster and blogger at the same time with a 1.6 gig processor eh??? ok... im being lame again... but then again, its after 2200, so it gives me the right to be lame...

went sch to discuss promotion wif wx... den was craing around wif hakkim, juls, lim, ruz, hanif and sheryl... den we decided to go hakkim's hse... on the way out, in the canteen, we found that the vending machine was stuck... cos there were 3 coins in it, jammed... so we tried many ways to get it out... bah it was hilarious... too tedious for me to put it all down wif my keyboard... my fingers would most probably cramp...

arrived at kimbo hse, discuss class t shirt and played a bit of PS... watched ppg, dexter, muchalucha and SBSP(spongebobsquarepants)... went home at like 8... came back and surprisingly did abt of chi assestment... hmm.... gonna play my CS:S soon... ciao...

istimewa

hmm... today same old routine... was at SANA early in the morning... realised that vivily;s brother was also there.... and there was this LCP (sec 2) from katong convent that looked remarkbly like joyce from the side, back and 45 degree view... chao ji xiang... den when look at front view... he look like annette and joyce mixed together... hmm... was so fascinated i kept looking at her... feel so paiseh bout it now...
aniwae after that rush to supernumerary... boring lesson... teach us bout AAR and managing parades and ceremonies... haiz... whatever... next lesson is like june... so can relac....
camp FEAST in 6 days... plspls dun let me be S1.....


What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

pemenang pemenang hadiak, umbil tempat

hmm... just felt like saying it... miss the good old spec course days... haiz... th old days of glory slowly fades away...

hmm... morningn went for SANA, den left halfway cos i was unrequired... go back sch, play soccer wif brudders.... ahaha... damn fun... but play awhile nia... after that went mac wif the air supernumeries den went HQ for training... blahblah... today whle day damn slack... do what visioning exercise... haiz... damn lame... after that go home and dats bout all... hmm... tmr same routin, just that without the soccer... wahx... boring day ahead... mus bring along my ipod to jie men...

istimewa.....
(p.s. it is malay for special)

8 months ago, we started our journey, 8 days ago, we ended that journey

haiz... time flies.... got a pathetic 35 for L1R5... gotta work harder... target: 20 for mid year...

classplay rawks
teachers rawks
the music rawks
the cast rawks
demons rawks
AVA crew rawks
jie shi rawks
artists rawks
backdrop rawks
4/5 rawks

hmm... disputes and quarrels... which class dun go thru this... hmm... yeaps, im at fault too... but simply dun like HIS face... and HE always think HE's right... HE can get angry wf ppl, but not the other way around... haiz... realli dun feel like toking to HIM animore... hmm... i sound so typical girly.... hmmm whatever... i have faith in the rest.... and one last thing, brudderhood my big fat @R$E....

class fourfive's play, rockabyebaby..... Brace yourselves.....

class play is like shit.... lotsa people not cooperating... everyman for himself... so dissapointed... so much for the brudderhood... if things go on like that i'll be ashamed to carry that tag... brudders my ass... haiz... hope we can pull it off on thurs... earn what you deserve, deserve what you earn...

a big thank you to all those who were so concerned bout the 2 of us... to all those who cared, to all those to bothered, to all thosese asked... thanks... yeaps... the journey has reached an end. who isnt sad, but every fairytale story has an ending.

to you: thank you for all the times we had together, the happy and the sad. thank you for all the great things you had done for me, and all the great sacrifices you had to make. sorry for all the frustrations and sadness i've brought to you. sorry for all the times i made you sad and everything else. the end of our relationship does not mean the end of our friendship. we will still be great frens... in the meantime, take good care of yourself and stay happy!!

love doesnt make the world go round. love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

woof
im back again
im bored
so jus playing around
sorry for intruding ur blogg (>.<)

hmmm anyway,
signing off........... ;)

this might be the last time i blog here...
so.. pls understand...


Detection above heart-brokening

True indeed
i'l not trying to think far as i shouldnt be
you've been so busy preoccupied with all the events organized
being selfish
yet i wouldnt succeed
for i might not see you everyday
but i would miss you badly without fail
days would slowly lag, moving so slowly
i'm cherishing all the moments now
all for future recapping

the wind is blowing in
with no mercy
it struck my body
shivering, realising the fear despite your presence
im all alone
if you are gobe
the pain would revolve right in me

my love for you had gone so out of hand
i couldnt handle nor retrieve it back
you had so much of ambition to acheive
i would be the back lady supposrting you
hiding my tears
your decisions might bring lesser time for us
yet the departure of us would never come
waiting till the day you regain your consciousness
finally realising that my soul is so tattered

get futre out of my mind
get insanity out even at this time
i dun wanna see the future path of ours
be filled with burdens
i dun wanna see the future path of yours with others
im selfish i admit
but i just dun wanna see the future paths
i dun wanna see.....

my commitments

I WILL study hard for o level
I WILL get good grades for o level
I WILL get into a choice JC
I WILL be unwavering and not be influence by bad company and unproductive activities
I WILL bring my books home to study

I WILL NOT play cs:source so oftenly
I WILL NOT put too much time and effort into non-curriculum activities
I WILL NOT delibrately not do a teacher's homework just to spite him/her

I TRY TO pay attention in class
I TRY TO complete my homework
I TRY TO hang out less in school
I TRY TO crap less during lessons
I TRY TO care less about NCC stuff
I TRY TO maintain a fit and healthy diet and fitness regime

I TRY NOT TO sleep in class
I TRY NOT TO quarrel with teachers
I TRY NOT TO give up on any subjects, no matter how much mental trauma it inflicts on me



will update this list when i think of more...

sorry vivi, missed it todae... hmm... realli wanted to go... dui bu qi
boring day... cs:source took hours to update... now finally can play lerx...
so manny things happening recently... so blogged up..
i need to buy more ram and memory... think now my brain fixed with 1500kb.... need 20 gigs at least...
put the whole ipod in my brain... whatever... im being lame... ciao...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

its 0230 and i jus finished my dnt folio... how nice... its not as easy as it seems to come up wif 8 crappy drawings k??? hmm... whatever... gonna go slp now, else i'll oversleep again tmr... nitex all...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... not much happening... everyday is everboring... classplay coming soon... kan jong le... hmm... demon dance, wahaha...
tmr gonna have training!!!! kk... i super looking forward to it... hmm... delta 2005 rawks...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

this morning woke up late, how nice... woke up at 0653 hrs... first thing that came to my mind was : 'che pai si liao'..... means 'this time die already'.... aniwae, chiong like seow, in the end still made it to sch in time, thx to my father's car.... sch was boring... hmm... d&t damn crap... singing like nobody's buisness in the library... cliff sia sway like shait... lol... kk... i shall be guai and complete my chinese hmwk... ciao...

i lurve my blog....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity